He has to serve five more days. I keep trying to tell myself that it could be worse. And logically I know it. But emotionally, I’m a wreck over it. No matter how many times people tell me it’s only five days, no matter how many times I tell myself that, it’s not making me feel better. If I’m this torn up over it, I can’t imagine what Josh is feeling right now.
Tomorrow, Josh has circuit court where I’m hoping he’ll be released. He’s been in there since November 14 and I know he’s ready to snap that he’s been in there so long. He does NOT deserve all of this. I’m worried for him. I love him.
“There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there’s something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see. The strength that I will never be able to say.”—Nicole (played by Kirsten Dunst) - Crazy/Beautiful